I can’t explain why I’m sitting here crying right now, I really don’t know where to even start because I still don’t understand the reason why I am so sad.
It’s so many things. I had two of the worst days of my life at clinical this week. I mean, they were good days [...]
Archive > March 2006
Miserable
Some more on the shit that’s been going on
So I’ve been pretty much thinking about everything nonstop. And I don’t mean thinking about him, I mean thinking about mostly what the hell is wrong with me.
I don’t mean that the way it sounds either. I don’t mean ‘What the hell is wrong with me that I’m not enough?’
I mean what [...]
In which I talk a lot about poop
Being that I am a nursing assistant and a student nurse, I spend many, many hours of my life in one hospital or another. While not in a hospital, I learn about all kinds of exciting things that cause me to think about stupid things. Things like ‘If I exercise a lot and force [...]
Hard to Handle
So I’ve been consulting with my closest friends about me and my situation and my mental attitiude towards stuff, and I still don’t know where to go from here. In my head, I know what I want to do, but for some reason this time, my heart is hurting a little with the thought [...]
A letter I wrote to someone who will never read it
Maybe it is impossible for me to believe that you are not like everyone else. And I know that you hate that I put you in the same category as everyone else, but I have nothing else to go on. It’s all I know.
I don’t know at what point in the last three [...]
