Miserable Written on March 31, 2006, by Jen.
I can’t explain why I’m sitting here crying right now, I really don’t know where to even start because I still don’t understand the reason why I am so sad.
It’s so many things. I had two of the worst days of my life at clinical this week. I mean, they were good days […]
Some more on the shit that’s been going on Written on March 31, 2006, by Jen.
So I’ve been pretty much thinking about everything nonstop. And I don’t mean thinking about him, I mean thinking about mostly what the hell is wrong with me.
I don’t mean that the way it sounds either. I don’t mean ‘What the hell is wrong with me that I’m not enough?’
I mean what […]
In which I talk a lot about poop Written on March 29, 2006, by Jen.
Being that I am a nursing assistant and a student nurse, I spend many, many hours of my life in one hospital or another. While not in a hospital, I learn about all kinds of exciting things that cause me to think about stupid things. Things like ‘If I exercise a lot and force […]
Hard to Handle Written on March 28, 2006, by Jen.
So I’ve been consulting with my closest friends about me and my situation and my mental attitiude towards stuff, and I still don’t know where to go from here. In my head, I know what I want to do, but for some reason this time, my heart is hurting a little with the thought […]
A letter I wrote to someone who will never read it Written on March 25, 2006, by Jen.
Maybe it is impossible for me to believe that you are not like everyone else. And I know that you hate that I put you in the same category as everyone else, but I have nothing else to go on. It’s all I know.
I don’t know at what point in the last three […]