So what does ‘A Fabulous Mess’ mean? Well… I never seem to be able to take a direct route to anywhere. I never really felt like I knew where I was heading, and I never knew what I really wanted. Some would say that maybe I’ve made a mess of things because I am no where near where I thought I would be at this age and have never been able to make a decision. But, despite all the mistakes I know I have made, I also know that I wouldn’t change a thing. I’ve learned so much about life and myself through everything I’ve done, and, though I may have made a mess, I know that everything will end up fabulous in the end.



Ramblings

* I was supposed to go get weighed today, but I don’t feel like driving all the way to Monroeville to do it. I’m still losing weight, rest assured, but the official tally will have to wait until Monday since that’s my next day off.

* My new cell phone is arriving today. I am anxiously awaiting.

* Have I mentioned my new couch? Fro and the future sister-in-law bought a new couch for her place and, as I love her taste in everything, I eagerly accepted her old citrus-ish green couch. Doesn’t go so well with the ugly mustard yellow walls that Fro painted, but that, too, will be taken care of shortly.

* O and I have pretty much fallen right back into everything we were before he broke up with me, only we’re not making plans and he’s telling me that he’s jealous of whatever guy I’m telling him I’m talking to. He’s also asked me to spend a week with him, which I suppose would be making plans. He’s so confusing. I told him that I wouldn’t be going through any great lengths to spend time with him so if he wants to see me, he’s going to have to come to Pittsburgh. To which he said “OK”. I also told him he should remember to buy me something for my birthday, something that is shiny and says ‘I’m sorry I’m a giant douche bag, and I hope you still have this when I come crawling back to you’. He said “OK”.

Seriously, what the fuck?

I know. Get over it. It’s unhealthy.

I don’t care.

* Work was stressful yesterday, one of those days that broke my heart so I had to cry in the bathroom a few times. Great way to start a 60 hour work week.

* Any and all Christopher Guest movies = awesome. I am currently watching “Best of Show” and later, I’m planning on “For Your Considertion”.

* I know most people would probably like it to be a bet warmer, but the temperature today is ideal for me. I love spring in this city.


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Just joined WW this week - good luck to you on the plan as well since I know you have been doing it for a while. It doesn’t look to be easy. ugh.

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