2008 - the year that kicked my ass Written on December 10, 2008, by Jen.

I have been thinking a lot about this past year and was originally planning on doing a very self-punishing re-reading of everything I wrote since January so I could reflect on how happy I was when 2008 started, how miserable I was in the middle, and how disgustingly numb and jaded I am now; however, […]

Regrets Written on May 23, 2006, by Jen.

I very rarely regret things. I have done a lot of stupid, stupid shit in my life, including going to Norfolk to greet a sailor when he came back from sea, getting a frog tattooed on my foot, giving way too many people who don’t deserve it second chances, driving when I maybe shouldn’t […]

Some more on the shit that’s been going on Written on March 31, 2006, by Jen.

     So I’ve been pretty much thinking about everything nonstop. And I don’t mean thinking about him, I mean thinking about mostly what the hell is wrong with me.
     I don’t mean that the way it sounds either. I don’t mean ‘What the hell is wrong with me that I’m not enough?’
     I mean what […]

Jen’s History Written on March 1, 2006, by Jen.

Perhaps this is something I should have realized awhile ago, but my history in the dating (and I use that word in the loosest sense of the word) has really been making me think lately…
The one who thought he was Top Gun - If we’re going to be honest, it all started here. He […]

I love this game Written on January 19, 2006, by Jen.

So last night I got to play the Ignore the Musician Game. And it went FABULOUSLY.
I arrived at the bar at the same time as he did, so I sat in my car and waited for him to go in first. Then, I went in and sat at the bar by myself and […]