That whole “going through my drafts” thing lasted until I hit April of 2008 at which point I decided it was best not to rehash the exact way I was feeling when O ended it the first time, nor of delving back a few more months and remembering how happy I was. I need [...]
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2008 – the year that kicked my ass
I have been thinking a lot about this past year and was originally planning on doing a very self-punishing re-reading of everything I wrote since January so I could reflect on how happy I was when 2008 started, how miserable I was in the middle, and how disgustingly numb and jaded I am now; however, [...]
Regrets
I very rarely regret things. I have done a lot of stupid, stupid shit in my life, including going to Norfolk to greet a sailor when he came back from sea, getting a frog tattooed on my foot, giving way too many people who don’t deserve it second chances, driving when I maybe shouldn’t [...]
Some more on the shit that’s been going on
So I’ve been pretty much thinking about everything nonstop. And I don’t mean thinking about him, I mean thinking about mostly what the hell is wrong with me.
I don’t mean that the way it sounds either. I don’t mean ‘What the hell is wrong with me that I’m not enough?’
I mean what [...]
Jen’s History
Perhaps this is something I should have realized awhile ago, but my history in the dating (and I use that word in the loosest sense of the word) has really been making me think lately…
The one who thought he was Top Gun – If we’re going to be honest, it all started here. He [...]
