I have been thinking a lot about this past year and was originally planning on doing a very self-punishing re-reading of everything I wrote since January so I could reflect on how happy I was when 2008 started, how miserable I was in the middle, and how disgustingly numb and jaded I am now; however, [...]
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I am not going to go into details on the internet for many, many reasons, but it always amazes me how things I once agonized over end up working themselves out, how years and years later I get an explanation that wasn’t solicited and a true discussion and understanding about why things are the way [...]
O: One year later
Sunday marked one year to the day that I first crossed the friendship line with O. I remember the date because it was the Friday after Thanksgiving last year. Also, because once things got “serious” and he said he was moving here in January, I drew a little heart around the date in my planner, [...]
Talking Myself Down from Crazy
Dude.
I have to start checking my crazy ass. After letting what O said to me get to me a bit too much – I mean, letting my self-conscious self think that it’s my fault that I’m single is nothing compared to your ex-boyfriend tell you that it’s your fault and you’re not trying hard enough, [...]
Don’t Sleep to Dream Him
Blah.
That pretty much sums it up for me. I’m nto sure why, I mean, things are going pretty good in general and even specifically, but I’m just feeling really blah today.
I had what I like to call a “drama queen” moment last night after drinking for 6 hours at the game then ending up [...]
